Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I am currently experiencing some really uncomforable levels of pulls in different directions. 

Film - French - Friends - Familial (Not really, I'm just homesick.)

I was on a really brutal film shoot this past weekend. Three day shoot, from 6:00 am to Midnight EVERY DAY. And it was also cursed...five people got a stomach virus, one kid got a fractured wrist, I broke my toe, and we all kept cutting our hands up on the dolly track because the polish was chipping off and slicing us up. There was a tetanus scare for awhile.

My french professors are beginning to pressure me into double majoring in film and french, and one of them especially is pushing me to do the study abroad thing with her. She's trying to barter with me because I keep telling her I don't have the money. So she wants to get me financial aid and and audit one of the courses so I don't have to pay for it. I understand her enthusiasm and I love her and I love the class, and I would probably go to pretty great lengths to study abroad but I genuinely don't have the time/money. She also has asked me to attend a black-tie conference thing that only three students in the university are allowed to attend, and I agreed to it, but when I consulted my schedule later I realized that I would be in Jersey filming my own film, which I can't just walk away from. If it was any other person's shoot other than my own, I would. 

I'm also working with two kids who are running or SGA President and Vice President, I'm on their campaign staff. This translates to me making commercials for them. At first there was all this hubbub of people saying they would love to help these kids, and then of course I got stuck doing all the work. I mean, I don't mind because I believe in them and their platforms, but sometimes I get sick of being a workhorse.

I feel like I'm held together with masking tape!

I'm very excited about my film shoot. It's going to be shot entirely on location in New Jersey with some of my closest friends, and it's going to be nice and relaxing. I've worked on almost forty films by now, so I can make a good schedule. 

All of my actors are really pumped up about the shoot, which makes me excited. They've been working out, getting tans and haircuts, and hanging out with each other in their off time (out of rehearsals, classes, et cetera) in order to cultivate the kind of friendship they'll need to portray onscreen. 

After next weekend, it's a downward climb. Until then...let's hope the masking tape holds!

I found two interesting websites: 

www.rcrdlbl.com

It's a neat indie mp3 site. I'm in love with "No More" by The Dirty Projectors.

www.postcardsfromyomama.com

This is a site where people submit things their mothers have sent them, it's actually really funny.

Oh, here is a picture of me and my roommate from the shoot this past weekend. She was the lead actress and I was the key grip. I would post a more revealing picture of the shoot, but I kind of signed a contract saying I wouldn't give anything away about the film.

Anyway, that's it. Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. Over and out.